Still on a high

I'm still feeling really good from yesterday :D Haven't heard any more from my boss but I didn't expect to yet, going to give her a few days to gather information.
This morning hasn't been great.. Started great, I had some really good dreams last night and woke up in a great mood, I always dream as a guy, whenever I see myself in my dreams I'm taller, more muscular and tend to have stubble lol. When I actually woke up though, at 3.43am, I was convinced I'd overslept so I panicked and stressed until I realised it was still sleep time and went straight back to sleep. Same thing at 4.10am.. Again at 4.52am.. Again at 5.15am when I just gave up and got up. I was really thrown by how light it was this morning. Then the usual issues with showering, it's getting worse. I feel like I hate being naked, when I'm dressed, even just in PJs, then I can imagine that I am in the right body and I almost forget that I'm not. I can't avoid it at all when I'm showering.. 
Spoke to another transguy a couple of days ago about getting the implant, I've had one in for the last 5 years (obviously had it replaced after 3) and I don't know what I'd do without it! I can't imagine having a horrible reminder every month. I've never really been able to deal with that :(
Been really good lately to have another guy to talk to about all the random stuff that you can't tell anyone else. Also just swapping hints and tips with each other and just stories too, it's been good.
A weird thing has been happening lately. Is it possible to increase your natural levels of testosterone by thinking about it? I know that sounds ridiculous.. But I have never been spotty at all and recently it's got crazy (for me at least). My appetite has increased even though I didn't think that was possible! All sorts of things are happening that just don't make sense but I think I'm doing it to myself with the power of thought. That or someone is injecting me in my sleep, if you are.. thank you :P
Wow.. I'm crazy, time to go I think!