Long time

I know it's been a long time.. I've been really wrapped up in my own life if I'm honest, not had the chance to stop and share, something night shifts are made for!


Download was AWESOME! I think for most o the time I passed alright, I know that the people I was camping with cottoned on pretty fast but tbh it was to be expected. I passed at urinals quite a bit too although serious pee shyness :/
The music was really good and got to see some of my favorites and also some I've never heard of :) I met a couple of girls while watching one of the bands and managed to hold a conversation for quite a while! I was impressed :P
I went to see my doctor about a shared care agreement to get my bloods done on the NHS but get the go ahead for T privately.. Turns out my PCT is having none of it because they already have a system in place, with a 9 month waiting list!! It's either all private or all NHS so unfortunately, looks like I'm waiting and going NHS unless a lottery win falls upon me (fingers crossed).
I got in touch with a rugby team and apparently I can train with them no problem but will have to look into the rules to see if I can play in matches or not. It's a men's gay team, I'm not gay but figure they'll be more accepting than any other team so I'm very excited about playing again! They chairman I spoke to has said that he wont out me unless I say so, I think I might ask him to purely because the team will know anyway from how physical rugby is and changing rooms etc.. Half of me is really bricking it to be honest, partly about not being accepted and partly that they will all be big burly men who will destroy me.. The other half is just pure excitement though so I'm a little torn to say the least!
The new flat is still amazing :D I find myself more and more just chilling out topless, there's something about sitting in the living room playing playstation in just boxers that feels so natural to me! (If seriously slobbish) I don't have to pretend to be anyone else when I'm in my flat :D
I went to the bank today to change my address over, the bank still have my official name (obviously) on records but I pass pretty well day to day so the guy was giving me proper funny looks when I confirmed for the third time that it was in fact my account! At least I'm passing though! I really want to change my name in September because that's when there's a bit of a shuffle round in work.. Need to confront my parents about it though :( not looking forward to that since they've been so good helping out with my car (it's in need of fixing and taxing) and my flat. 
I started salsa dancing earlier this week, been twice and it is shockingly good. I'm talking like, awesome. Build up a decent sweat as well! I think it's the fixed male and female roles that are very defined. I think I pass 100% at salsa, not even funny looks (except for my "different" style of dancing!) I think though by the end of the second lesson, I was really getting the hang of it! I have figured out so far that all the man's steps are based around what you want the woman to do, basically just pushing her around.. It's fun :) All sorts of people go from my age to like 60 lol and when dancing with the old women it's just nice and smiley and fun but with some of the younger ones.. They push themselves pretty close to you! I have been a gentleman though and kept my distance! I've been dancing with my ex and it's been really nice, good to connect again :)
I've found a way to beat the casino at roulette.. It would only work on online games not in an actual casino and it works beautifully on the "free play" section, the only problem is, I'm not sure if it's legal or if it's just damn clever.. I'll let you know if it is legal, onto a right little winner!
I'm done for now, no doubt I'll think of something else about 10 seconds after I post this.. I promise I wont wait as long to update!